I love Brett Harding.

This means so, so, so much to me:

You are the one I put a wing over when it showers. Dance with you when it rains. Hold you when you shed a tear on my shoulder. The one I vowed to never let down. The one who I can look in the eye and know something is amiss but, I hold back knowing you will tell me when you are ready. You are someone I can talk to. I know I may seem to be failing you at times but, I would like you to know this. You will always have a place not only in my heart but also in my soul. Have my ears so that your words never fall of deaf ears. My eyes showing you that you have my attention and a gate way into me. My body so that it may protect you from harm, holds you and carries you through whatever comes your way. May my words make you smile when you are down and offer you guidance when you are in need. You have all of these already including my love and more. I care for you and wish I could have been there all the times you where in need. You are my sister and I will be beside you in body and in soul to be with you through good times and bad. <3 lol
-Brett



I love you, thank you so much.

I'll never make it without you.

Why am i still in love with you?
This is the worst timing. Ever.

I want to be there for you and i want to help you,





but what if you don't make it through?
I'll never make it without you.


Stay strong, i love you.

Lymphoma.

Fuck cancer
fuck cancer
fuck cancer
fuck cancer
fuck cancer
fuck cancer
fuck cancer
fuck cancer
fuck cancer
fuck cancer
fuck cancer
fuck cancer
fuck cancer
fuck cancer
fuck cancer
fuck cancer.


No matter how many times i say it, it won't change anything.
But i just can't stop worrying about you.
I love you so much,
and always, always, always will.
I've called you my best friend and my boyfriend,
on-and-off for three years.
And today, you still mean just as much to me.
You've faught for me so many times,
and you've held my hand through some of the hardest times of my life.
I'm not going to let a person as wonderful as you slip away.
I love you for the amazing person you are,
so please fight hard.
You've got so many people here for you,
and so many people rooting for you.


I promise to lay with you on your hospital bed,
and hold you tight when you need someone.
I will be there for you through thick and thin,
and go on crazy adventures with you,
and stand by your side.
I will keep you the wonderful, amazing, normal Thomas that you are.
I don't want you to forget who you are,
so stay strong, and hold on tight.

Don't give up the fight Thomas,
my world just wouldn't be the same without you.




I've been waiting so long for these words to come out,
it's practically all ive been thinking about.
So thank you for finding the words i couldnt find on my own,
now im not alone.


Don't let that smile fade, boy.