Don't let yourself lose me.
It's like i'm 25% Holly and 75% Jake, so without you i'd be nearly nothing.
Just please show me that you want me, because i've got doubts.
I'll always love you.
Wednesday, February 11, 2009
Friday, February 6, 2009
Seven.
Lately, i think i've had reason to be worrying about "us".
We don't get to see eachother as much anymore, and whenever we do, we're always at your house doing the same thing. I miss the summer, when we would bus to opposite ends of the city and go on pointless adventures. But now we're stuck in -40 weather and are forced to walk everywhere, so we choose to stay inside and let our relationship fall apart. But the truth is, i'd rather face the cold than lose you.
I think it's more than just that though.
I think we're drifting appart for other reasons-- more important reasons-- that i haven't quite found yet.
But yesterday, things seemed different.
It was exactly how it used to be, and it was amazing.
We were laughing and joking and walking everywhere, despite the cold weather.
It was obvious that we both new things were falling appart, and it feels like we've fixed it now.
We talked about it, and i remember your specific words: "I never want to lose you, Holly Taylor. You're the best girlfriend, and the best thing that's ever happened to me."
Well Jake Dunlop, you're not going to lose me.
You make me feel more loved than anyone can.
I am so unbelievably lucky to have you.
<3
Ps. Happy seven months, baby.
We don't get to see eachother as much anymore, and whenever we do, we're always at your house doing the same thing. I miss the summer, when we would bus to opposite ends of the city and go on pointless adventures. But now we're stuck in -40 weather and are forced to walk everywhere, so we choose to stay inside and let our relationship fall apart. But the truth is, i'd rather face the cold than lose you.
I think it's more than just that though.
I think we're drifting appart for other reasons-- more important reasons-- that i haven't quite found yet.
But yesterday, things seemed different.
It was exactly how it used to be, and it was amazing.
We were laughing and joking and walking everywhere, despite the cold weather.
It was obvious that we both new things were falling appart, and it feels like we've fixed it now.
We talked about it, and i remember your specific words: "I never want to lose you, Holly Taylor. You're the best girlfriend, and the best thing that's ever happened to me."
Well Jake Dunlop, you're not going to lose me.
You make me feel more loved than anyone can.
I am so unbelievably lucky to have you.
<3
Ps. Happy seven months, baby.
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