I'm not sure why i'm like this.

Lately i've been feeling lost, and i'm not sure why.

I've got an amazing boyfriend,

I've got beautiful friends.
I've got everything i should need to be happy,

but for some reason,

i'm not happy.


I keep telling myself,

move forward.

But for some reason, i can't.
I'm stuck here,

in this rut i'm supposed to call my

"best years".
I don't really know what to do,

because honestly,

i don't know who i am,

and it's scaring me.
I'm lost,

and waiting to be found.

"brb.....finding myself"

(Please let me know if you find me. I'm missing who i used to be)